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his name is matt. and i am so. ridiculously. in love with him. there are not enough words in this world to even make a dent in how much i love him. but this is my attempt.
we haven’t been dating for very long. but i feel like i’ve known him forever. every second i’m awake. i’m missing him. i never could have imagined to find someone like him. he’s perfect in every way. he has a little bit of an accent in his cute voice and i just can’t seem to get enough. we talk on the phone for hours on end and we never run out of things to say. he makes me smile more than anyone else. and i can never stay mad at him. if i’m upset. the second i here his voice everything just melts away. he puts up with me and i can’t even begin to tell you how happy he makes me. we make fun of each other and joke around a lot. when i fall asleep on the phone. which is almost every night. he stays on the line sweetly saying my name until i wake up again. we’re thousands of miles away. but i’ve never felt so close to anyone. i’ve been fooled into thinking i was in love with previous boyfriends. and after meeting matt. all that disappeared. there is no doubt in my mind that he is the one for me. there are millions of people in the world. and i can’t imagine being with anyone other than him. &if he’ll have me. i would love nothing more than to spend the rest of my life together. i have to admit. that i’m a bit of a nerdy kid. and he’ll sit there and listen to me ramble on. even when he has no idea what i’m saying. when i get sleepy. i get a little bit out of my mind. and he listens to me then as well. i know i’m a chatterbox. and i’m very grateful that he is able to stand me haha. i’m stubborn. and worry way too much. the other night. we were on the phone and our conversation got a little deep. i have never seriously thought about marrying anyone specific. but i can honestly say. that i don’t want to grow old. unless i can grow old with my love. there isn’t a day. an hour. a minute. or a second that he’s not running through my mind. geez. he must be tired.(; waking up to his text message puts me in a good mood. he’s the sweetest boy i’ve ever met. and surprisingly. i believe he’s sincere. he’s amazingly handsome and good looking. and he has the best personality of any man i’ve ever met. we’re alike, in so many ways that it’s crazy. i want nothing more than his happiness. and hopefully it’s with me. we talk about football. we talk about life. we talk about love. we talk about cereal. haha. never in my whole life have i met someone that i feel i could talk to about anything. until now. i see myself. as the luckiest girl in the whole world. and i hope it stays that way.
MatthewRyanCarlise.
you’re my best friend.
my boyfriend.
&my soul mate.
i love you,and i never want to let you go.
