.kitten.

you are tenacious like bull. i like.

oh. that’s what’s supposed to happen.

i am KaitlynMarieMcCoy. 

&i love my boyfriend.

yesterday i came home. to roses on my counter.

what a great thing.(:

i happen to be. the luckiest girl in the world.

i love you MatthewRyanCarlisle.

.the.end.

last night while in the kitchen. my dad began making fun of the. not completely “there” people in this world. i of course. being such a model citizen. start laughing. uncontrollably. through my laughter. i say to him. “god is going to reject us.” my six year old brother comments. “dad. what does “reject” mean?” my dad answers bluntly. “it means we’re going to hell.” as he continues screaming. and i continue laughing.

               i love. my family.

with people going private on their blogs?
Isn’t the point of a blog to announce to the world how awesome you are?
Just kidding. I understand some people need to take precautions with their life… but
it cracks me up when these same people keep 3587000 of their closest friends on their facebook/myspace where they feature pictures of their new baby, house with address, give explicit intimate details of their life, offer up their credit card, social security number…

Luckily for me, i really have nothing of interest that the whole world couldn’t know about me… really. ask me anything and i will just tell you.

AND…
this may just be a rumor that is going around to scare people- but i heard potential employers are now checking facebook and myspace pages to see what kind of person you REALLY are….. dun dun dun.

*on a side note. aimed at matt. i’m mean. you are too nice for real life. and i. am in fact. the beast master.

Is close upon us.

Some people call it “SAD” or Singles Awareness Day- but look up the Holiday’s history and you won’t be sad. You’ll be glad you weren’t persecuted by ancient Romans and martyred for marrying young lovers or helping Christian’s escape the harsh wrath of angry law enforcers- depending on what story you think is true.

Despite it’s history, I just don’t see what could be wrong with a day that is now synonymous with gifts*, candy and chocolates.
YUM!
really. you don’t even need the other person.

Hint* Gifts, candy and chocolates are traditionally given by a significant other to the “Valentine”, but too many times they come with strings attached. So why not buy them yourself and save yourself from giving out more than you would on a non-love holiday night.

If I Had You(With Me)

it makes me happy knowing there are some pretty cool people in the world. like this.

And I’d give up forever to touch you,

Cause I know that you feel me somehow.

You’re the closest to heaven that I’ll ever be,

And I don’t want to go home right now.

And all I can taste is this moment,

And all I can breathe is your life.

Cause sooner or later it’s over,

I just don’t want to miss you tonight.

And I don’t want the world to see me,

Cause I don’t think that they’d understand.

When everything’s made to be broken,

I just want you to know who I am.

i love you.

“how lucky am i to have someone who makes it so hard to say goodbye.”

his name is matt. and i am so. ridiculously. in love with him. there are not enough words in this world to even make a dent in how much i love him. but this is my attempt.  

we haven’t been dating for very long. but i feel like i’ve known him forever. every second i’m awake. i’m missing him. i never could have imagined to find someone like him. he’s perfect in every way. he has a little bit of an accent in his cute voice and i just can’t seem to get enough. we talk on the phone for hours on end and we never run out of things to say. he makes me smile more than anyone else. and i can never stay mad at him. if i’m upset. the second i here his voice everything just melts away. he puts up with me and i can’t even begin to tell you how happy he makes me. we make fun of each other and joke around a lot. when i fall asleep on the phone. which is almost every night. he stays on the line sweetly saying my name until i wake up again. we’re thousands of miles away. but i’ve never felt so close to anyone. i’ve been fooled into thinking i was in love with previous boyfriends. and after meeting matt. all that disappeared. there is no doubt in my mind that he is the one for me. there are millions of people in the world. and i can’t imagine being with anyone other than him. &if he’ll have me. i would love nothing more than to spend the rest of my life together. i have to admit. that i’m a bit of a nerdy kid. and he’ll sit there and listen to me ramble on. even when he has no idea what i’m saying. when i get sleepy. i get a little bit out of my mind. and he listens to me then as well. i know i’m a chatterbox. and i’m very grateful that he is able to stand me haha. i’m stubborn. and worry way too much. the other night. we were on the phone and our conversation got a little deep. i have never seriously thought about marrying anyone specific. but i can honestly say. that i don’t want to grow old. unless i can grow old with my love. there isn’t a day. an hour. a minute. or a second that he’s not running through my mind. geez. he must be tired.(; waking up to his text message puts me in a good mood. he’s the sweetest boy i’ve ever met. and surprisingly. i believe he’s sincere. he’s amazingly handsome and good looking. and he has the best personality of any man i’ve ever met. we’re alike, in so many ways that it’s crazy. i want nothing more than his happiness. and hopefully it’s with me. we talk about football. we talk about life. we talk about love. we talk about cereal. haha. never in my whole life have i met someone that i feel i could talk to about anything. until now. i see myself. as the luckiest girl in the whole world. and i hope it stays that way.

MatthewRyanCarlise.

you’re my best friend.

     my boyfriend.

   &my soul mate.

i love you,and i never want to let you go.